Just realized how monogamous I am.
i don’t want to write this paper…..ugh. I’ma spend all of tomorrow on it bc I don’t want to start rn.
In so much trouble cos of math and shit. Ugh.
I just want to lay in bed and waste away. Just for today.
Was that winky on purpose or a typo?
I loved you as a person first and I will continue to do so. I think you’re spectacular anyway. And I’m sorry I don’t know how to express that. I still want you in my life.
I asked a graduate student for coffee and to be my mentor because I am interested in his work, he does biogeochemistry. I want to find out if that’s the plan for me…. anyway, he’s super cute.
I told my friend and she said that only I would ask a guy I think is cute to be my mentor……
I don’t know how to receive that.
I feel so much better now. :D
How did I even end up kissing that guy……….I completely don’t remember but it got crazy.
Then super emotional.
I have self-destructive tendencies.